I'd love to have my own magazine someday- I've always devoured magazines from cover to cover and not paparazzi mags but texts full of delicious copy like Nylon, Oprah, Bazaar, Elle, etc and between my love of pop culture, writers, fashion, glamour, rock, photography, style and everything elseI think it could be a marrage of creativity and Fate and not anything political or event-laden but just a magazine that me, my friends, and people like us would find cool and love to read. And magazines have such capabilities to fuel and be a jumping off point for other peoples' creativity.

If I worried about what people speculated about me, I'd go insane.

I went through a strange phase lately where I wanted to look more like someone else than myself- it reminded me of grade school and I thought I'd gotten over that. It lasted about a year and although I thought it would make me happy, the closer I got to achieving the look I wanted the more sad I became because it was never close enough or someone didn't pick up on the changes as much as I thought they would. Finally my mom suggested something and I took the suggestion and ended up liking it and when I looked in the mirror I felt more at ease and more myself probably becauseI looked more like me again. As addictive as it was, I think I'll stick with looking like me for now and just write about the other feelings and wanting to look like and be someone else in stories and just stay like me in real life because I'll never be as good being someone as I am being myself. I can never hold up the act that long or correct enough. So I'll just stick with what I know and let the other part staying in my job as an actor, being other people. And it's better that way- the way you create your own lane is to stand out and be different.